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musings of a deluded child

from a deluded child


first couple of days in school
[info]cookiesandmonks
Well, hello, and sorry for not posting since christmas haha. School has started, and since im in HP, which is pretty overwhelming so far, I have been busy as shit. Making a transition in writing from Sec two to Sec three is enormous, and I honestly don't know if I can change that fast. The teachers are...weird to say the least. My classmates are great though, made friends with most people pretty quickly. By the way, Im going to BSC in march, which means I will be stuck in China for 6 weeks. Fortunately, competition starts two days after i return, so i can still watch the peeps play. Time management proves hard as ass with judo four times a week, and all my HP stuff. Judo starts to suck now, as I have absolutely no interest in it now and I am wiped out after my lessons everyday. The coach is not helping either, constantly scolding us even though we really try sometimes. Well, guess I have to wait until Sec four to change.
On a side note, I have started to re-examine my soshi status. Yes, I am doubting SNSD. Not only cause I have read rumours about them online, but also because the fans are... well really obsessed. Yes more than me even. I find it over-obsessive, and there are even fan-fics about SNSD. Gosh, what is there to write? Don't get me wrong, I still love them and their music. But I am reguessing my "full-blown" soshi status. Jessica still rocks though =D
Kara is nice too, I love mister.
Anyway, I will make it a point to post at least once a week. See ya.

cheeeesee
[info]cookiesandmonks
herro herro herro. im back after quite a while cause i was lazy, but i have decided to post again.

its christmas, a time to be jolly, to have love and peace towards each other, and also a time where all giant companies are extremely happy. why? cause we buy the most stuff at this time. television ratings go up the charts with all the christmas specials. i find it really ironic, shows about love and peace interrupted by commercials extolling greed and waste every 5 minutes. how wonderful. but frankly speaking, we cant really avoid this, cause we DO need to get gifts, so we all fall victim to corporate giants who take advantage of the season. 'tis the season to be jolly falalalalalala.

i realise i sound very negative about christmas, but i love it. i love the mood when you hear christmas carols, and look at the decorations. snow makes me very happy. i understand that people have to sell stuff and make a living, but there is a limit. advertisements constantly telling you to buy and waste is abit too much isn't it?

for a real newsflash of my life, and not my thoughts, here. went for a judo chalet, and a sec 2 batch outing. they have learnt their lesson never to let me cook again cause i ate half of what i cooked. bowling at 3 am is vunderbar. and i have been getting back into dota, and reached a new level of skills if i do say so myself. anyway, im watching avatar tomorrow, supposed to be good apparently. but the one thing i will never understand is macdonald's use of avatar. how the hell are blue aliens related to a chicken burger?

how i became stupid
[info]cookiesandmonks
no, i am not stupid, its just the title of a book i read. it talks about how being stupid,selfish and being perfectly integrated into society is actually better than being intelligent, kind but an outsider. is selling who you are and not caring about others but being popular i kind of agree. its much easier to forget about the people who are suffering in this world and just enjoy ourselves. some of us wallow in excess while our brothers next to us live in poverty and disease. and in doing so, we destroy our planet. the worst thing is, we know we are doing it, and we are in sufficient control to change it, but we dont do anything. I realise i might not be the perfect embodiment of what im talking about or have much credibility with these statements, but these were just some things i thought about.when in bali, the conditions i saw up in the mountains, compared to the villa i stayed in, just a few kilometres away, really got me thinking. the world is filled with injustice, thats an inescapable fact. but this raises another question. if there is so much injustice, why doesnt god do anything about it? no, im not becoming an atheist or renouncing my religion, but i would like to know why. why doesnt he stop people from doing selfish, evil, and environmentally detrimental things?
i know most of you guys generally see me as a light hearted fun loving person, but i just thought of this. if anything, i would really recommend you guys to get this book, it really broadens your horizon.
on a lighter note, chocolate love rocks =D snsd is awesome, despite all the judo people calling me a slut for liking them. and in case you do not know, i am now the proud owner of a macbook.although this means i cant play much com games, i dont mind. christmas is coming, and so is ronza, so be happy everyone! everyone should love christmas, right? i do. alright, this is long enough, ill see when i feel like posting again.

the long awaited return of the great one
[info]cookiesandmonks
hello everyone, in case you do not know, i am cookiemonk, or kelvin in real life.the fact that you are at this page probably shows that you know who i am in real life anyway.i am returning after an extremely long hiatus in blogging where my posts were incoherent and stupid.so, expect a more serious tone with this blog =D
since this is my first post, and my first time using this cheapo livejournal where you have to pay for everything,even to change your name, i dont think i will be writing much.life is boring, as usual, and my time is generally spent playing dota or inviting friends over.i have nothing better to do.so, if anyone would like to ask me out or go out, i dont mind.
by the way, i will be away from 21st to 27th in bali, so if you need anything, ask now.ASAP.well, theres nothing much to post about, even though i was planning to post about "the degradation of singaporean manners" or something like that.lets see what happens tomorrow.this is really just a post to celebrate he end of my hiatus.so, rejoice plox. =D
ok ill post tomorrow.by the way, if anyone plays aquila in maple, add me at cookiemonk please.

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